+ the book
made this last month.. books with 4 different kinds of shapes.. square, heart, circle and triangle.. hope the lil miracle will like it.. can't wait to meet her/him! :)

+ fifth month
yup, it's already my fifth month.. kejap je rase.. baby is being so kind, tak banyak kerenah.. semoga jadi anak yg baik,yea? bulan ni kami still berkira-kira, nak intai baby's gender ke tak.. final decision, just go with the flow.. kalau ade rezeki, nampak laa.. kalau takde rezeki, adelaa Allah atur lebih baik.. don't want to set apa2.. that is how we atur our life selama ni.. :)

jadi, jumpa la doctor kesayangan.. amik darah, check berat(60kg! ouch!), ukur fundal length(15cm).. and usual urine test.. that's is! jadi, nampaknya baby lom nak tunjuk jantina dia.. next visit amik first att injection.. tak takut lak tengok jarum sejak ngandung ni..

malu.. tak tahan tengok baju baby.. jadi kami(me) dah beli 10baju.. range from 1-12mos.. :)
ps:tak sabar nak rase baby gerak! some cakap macam buih2 dalam tummy..

+progress

the belly looks bigger from side-view.. :)
dont want to gain much weight on me, but on baby..
trying to cut non-complex carbo.. :(
eat more fruits n veges!!
having a wonderful time with both, baby&khalil.. no moody2!
have to exercise..
having trouble to sleep, back-ache.. also having trouble to wake-up..
love to sleep~
love to cook! but not the tumis2 stuff.. :(
love fish a lot! but dont like the smell of raw ones.
cannot eat meat sangat.. sembelit! :(
seafood ok!
crochet=not ok! huh! :(
papercraft+digicraft=ok! :)
window shopping suka! jalan2 kat shopping centre pun suka!
tengok barang2 baby dah lama suka.. since before kahwin! :)
baca pasal pregnancy pun sangat suka since before kahwin! :)
barang baby=trying not to membazir.. :)
hospital to deliver=dah, tinggal nak daftar je.. iAllah..
have to kompol budget for hospital fee.. keje sendiri.. have to laa... :)

really miss the clan~ lom gi melawat since khalil balik umrah.. cannot travel sangat.. tak selesa duk dalam kete lama-lama.. :(

+miss you

really miss you guys! :(

my 2nd ultrasound.. baby dah rapidly grown! from the tiny-weeny to about 6.2cm! and also tak benti-benti gerak as doctor scan.. kejap terlentang, meniarap, and one time bagi kepala ke depan. nampak macam quite tall. alhamdulillah.. quite worry apa2 sebab keep-on pening, and tired. alhamdulillah spine ok, head 2.5cm tak silap. quite excited masa nampak baby gerak2 tu! hmm.. can't wait for the next appointment. dah buka ante-natal card, lepas ni boleh survey hospital mane nak deliver.. have one particular hospital sebenarnya, hehe..

not in the mood for crochet or any crafty stuff! :(

hope for a wonderful pregnancy, iAllah.

+rezeki
alhamdulillah.. khalil will be going to mekah, performing umrah. this monday. i'll be at my mom's... mama have to take care of us(me&baby), yup! i'm 2 months pregnant.. after 4 years of waiting. sometimes i wonder if there's any of our child waiting for us... :(

but on april, we saw the double-line! :D what a gift! after what we've been through for the past few month, it's worth 'diredhai' ujian2 itu...

2009=double happiness as khalil manage to kumpul duit for umrah! syukur... but, since i 'attached' the first rezeki(lil miracle), i can't ikut khalil to mekah. doctor advice not to, since i can't take the imunisasi... not safe for both me&baby. tapi kalau Allah dah jemput sampai jugak, macam my ex-lecturer.. selamat je. but for me, i have to take extra care of this baby. takpe, insyaAllah next time yea en. khalil? hehe..

baby dah fetus sekarang(iAllah), having a good time.. crafting, crocheting, sewing, blogging, cooking, eating... shopping not yet,ok! hmm.. baby sebenarnya dah gerak2 skang ni, tapi i takleh rase laaa... sekarang about 1 inch. :) june baru nak gi buka ante-natal card... harap2 semua ok, amin.

my experience after poping the good news:
some people do give scary stories about pregnancy(there's lots of dont's!!), and what i hate most? people trying to get us do what they did! i'm like.. huh?! do you really have to do that?

but one sweet lady told me "have a wonderful 9 month experience!", never heard that before! how lucky i am to meet her, thank you so much, shikin! :)

from that day on, i know i will have a wonderful 9 months experience! i want to have a wonderful 9 months experience! it's a gift from Allah kan? takkan lah nak terima macam satu seksaan pula... yes, i know it's ujian juga... *zip* no more of that. *breath-in.. breath-out*

:)